[There's still the barest hint of it but it's more the words themselves that make Tadashi wince. He pulls his knees up and tries to nonchalantly wrap arms around them, trying to be loose and casual, but the whole thing just comes across stiff. Why does it matter to him, why does anything, he's only an 'it', it shouldn't care, it--

No.

No, that isn't right, that's what Callaghan had been trying to --

God this is complicated.]

Just-- Just trying to figure some stuff out myself. Kinda comforting to know even big sueprheroes have problems they can't solve on their own.