Tadashi 浜田忠 (
tadeadshi) wrote in
shorterpass2015-04-21 06:28 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
Entry tags:
man your battle stations, we'll have you dead pretty soon
[Panic had run straight through his core when he knew someone had found their safe house. It'd been the best one yet, they had managed to stay there for months now, but it really was too good to last. They still had so much to find and clean up, he wasn't ready. He grabs his bag, the one he kept packed for if they had to run fast, and made for the door but stopped just outside.
It was them. It was the Six, they'd found him and Callaghan. He's not sure how, Callaghan's mods to his collar had jammed their trackers so... It must be something else they used. But if they're here then they could help. They could take over this mess, and he could go home.
Maybe.
Tadashi's throat's gone dry with the dirt and dust kicked up from their landing and scuffle with Callaghan off to the side and he stands watching, swallowing the lump in his throat. Callaghan, that's right, he-- He'd done so much to get them out, he couldn't let the guy just be taken back to prison, he'd be killed from the inside --
He makes a run towards the group, waving and trying to call out but any sound he makes drowned by the shouting.]
It was them. It was the Six, they'd found him and Callaghan. He's not sure how, Callaghan's mods to his collar had jammed their trackers so... It must be something else they used. But if they're here then they could help. They could take over this mess, and he could go home.
Maybe.
Tadashi's throat's gone dry with the dirt and dust kicked up from their landing and scuffle with Callaghan off to the side and he stands watching, swallowing the lump in his throat. Callaghan, that's right, he-- He'd done so much to get them out, he couldn't let the guy just be taken back to prison, he'd be killed from the inside --
He makes a run towards the group, waving and trying to call out but any sound he makes drowned by the shouting.]
no subject
Do I look that bad? [ A faint grin. ] Got a new project I'm working on. Kind of a mess, but it'll get easier the more work I put into it, y'know? Probably going back to SFIT after dinner.
[ And by project, he means he's going to start finishing Cal's dismantling of the mafia and their weapons. Starting by asking for Callaghan's direct help in hunting them down... ]
no subject
[A little too straightforward but... Yeah, he'll just take a couple quick bites of his food to hide behind. In some sense, Tadashi isn't as tense or tightly-wound; knowing Callaghan's okay and taken care of and not actually in prison helped ease a lot of that. Now whatever lingering nervousness he has is solely for himself.
Hearing his brother working so much on projects though... He smiles, a tight, worn smile, but it's there.]
Knew you'd love it there if you gave it a shot.
no subject
Futon, okay. Don't even judge, I know you did it too.
[ Nothing but the truth there; he really had slept on the futon folded under his lab desk. He looks Tadashi up and down ... Yeah, definitely better than yesterday. How much is due to seeing Cal and how much is due to talking with One, he's not sure, but he makes a mental note to make sure Tadashi gets to see both of them sooner rather than later.
But - for now. Projects. Right. ]
Guess even older brothers are right every once in a while.
no subject
Either way, Tadashi doesn't seem all that bothered by his presence in the space.]
Only once in a while. I'll try to make sure it counts when I'm right.
no subject
Well, it counted that time. Best decision of my life was choosing to go there.
[ His smile at that is warm and genuine, though he leaves out the part about that decision having come rather later than what Tadashi likely thinks of. ]
no subject
Bet you still get into trouble there too.
[And he can't stop the silence that falls again. He thought maybe he could try to be the same as before but... There's such a distance now. A distance he isn't sure how to bridge except telling him where he was and what happened. And he should, he just... Sees how happy his brother isn't sure.]
What uh. [Clears his throat.] What else is going on?
no subject
[ Ah, but what else ... He has to rack his brains to think of what else he can say without giving away his secret. For a moment, he even considers just telling Tadashi ... but no. It'd be too awkward after that talk as One. And he knows Tadashi's seen all those scars on his armor - for his brother to know exactly who his weapons hurt... That would hurt him right when he's starting to get better. Maybe Tadashi can't be the same ever again, but Hiro can pretend, at least. Until his brother's found his way. ]
Nothing, really. No illegal bot fights even, I promise. I do my homework and I do my projects like I'm supposed to. Except for dragging stuff home sometimes, I guess.
[ Ha ha. ]
no subject
[There's the slightest hint of a joke in his tone but. If Hiro really had continued illegal bot fighting... There's no telling what might've happened. Thank god Hiro quit. That would've been like handing Yama the worst tech Tadashi could've built on a silver platter with Hiro's life on the line.
He won't ask how his grades are; Hiro's ...16 now? Almost 17 if his math is right, his brother's old enough to care about that stuff himself.]
Still helping Aunt Cass with the cafe? Or did she finally hire someone else?
no subject
[ Hiro's smart enough to get the grades he needs, anyway. Mostly he gets points taken off for participation, and the classes he cares about know he's good for the work anyway. ]
Someone else, part time. I'm too busy with school work so ...
[ Well, school work and superheroing. ]
no subject
[And he noms silently on his food for a couple more bites before deciding that's enough, sets the only half-finished plate back on the tray. Still having to get used to the "having enough good food available" thing here. Every time he shifts to lean down or lean back, a few more of those scars on his arms become visible, going seemingly all the way up; either slashes or burns or the ending tendrils of weird marks that go further up.]
... But how are you doing? It's... Been a couple days now?
[He thinks? He's bad at time.]
no subject
Tadashi, I'm fine. I'm just glad to have you back. [ A pause. ] I mean it. I don't care - I don't care if things are a little different, y'know? You're still alive.
no subject
s no not where he belongs, just where he feels he should beMaybe he should. Maybe he should tell his brother everything (minus a few certain details of incidents) and get it over.]
Hiro, I--I'm glad to be back too. But it being different, it's more than just 'a little'. You know? It's...
[You'll never be the same.]
no subject
He makes himself smile a little and reaches out for his hand. He'd rather hug his brother, but... ]
I know. You had to have gone through a lot, right? But I'm still the same, so ... Why don't you rely on me this time? You protected me while I was a kid, so - so it's my turn to protect you.
no subject
Callaghan had suggested he talk to someone. Either his family or someone else, and One is a busy guy. His voice is quiet, uneven. Like he still isn't used to talking, despite all the easy conversation he had with Callaghan the night before.]
I... I-i. Everything that happened, it - [His mouth just got really dry really fast and he has to swallow down the bile that threatened to creep up. It's too much. He can't tell his brother. He wants so badly to explain things to him, so Hiro can better understand him, but he can't.]
no subject
... It hurt you, bad?
no subject
He slowly nods.]
Yeah. Y-yeah, it did. Lot more than it looks.
no subject
... Show me?
no subject
... You sure you wanna see that?
no subject
'course I am. You're my brother.
no subject
If you're really sure.
no subject
I'm sure. I promise.
no subject
He closes his eyes and pulls his shirt with the hoodie off. Underneath are burns, up his forearms, up his shoulders, around the right side of his abdomen and spotted across his back; slash scars from who knows what, an especially large one curled around between his right collarbone and shoulder; faint scars around his forearms from not only bad binds but Tadashi having tried to fight against them; a smaller wound against the back of his left side that may or may not have been a gunshot but he won't answer. On top of it all, starting from his neck, long, thin lines snaking and twirling their paths down his neck, his shoulders, his chest, over old still-healing bruises. Some of the scars and bruising go even further down past his stomach, but even letting him see this much is pushing himself.
Tadashi glances up quickly to see if his brother's looking, then back down when he sees Hiro is. He's already having second thoughts letting him see.]
no subject
Also: he knows what a gunshot wound looks like.
The silence stretches between them as Hiro stares. Belatedly, he realizes he should say something and not just leave his brother out to dry like this. Not helping with those second thoughts, huh? ]
-- You were shot. [ Is what comes tumbling out first. Stupid, stupid brain. ]
no subject
Uh-- Not something I'd recommend.
no subject
Doesn't seem like fun, somehow.
... You ... you should see a doctor sometime.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)